A website project of the GitLab group ‘edj-work’.

Sub-project page list:

• A general help page from E.D.J., this project’s creator
• EDJ message picker and about this project’s creator (EDJ)
• EDJ Mini communication support page
• HTML combined select by unique URL fragment text

About me, this project’s creator

“I am reflective, thought sharing and humour-ous.”
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“Life in society is delicate, awkward or tricky, inter-personal and subjective to change of values from different views or different understanding.”
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If you do not know, I sometimes have feelings of worry of possible threats to me
and I am challenged by my problems living around people, disability with some memories
and some anxieties with wanting to pick and put together words in my messages
to answer people with, a little carefully or cautiously - a lack of trust in knowing
all of the words to put my thinking processes into full phrases.
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I have some skills from school and living - and there is more to me. Also, I created a document with more, over on my other website, linked through (on) my “link in bio” profile page and you can contact me from there.

My past negative experience of mental health treatment, with my Mum and Dad trying to help too, has given me a distrust of help from people or authority with a worrying need to keep myself on a personal plan of tasks and timings to do the timeline of actions, to have a feel of meaning to living through the days I live inside any supported care service.

This stops me from letting go much to rest and do living less seriously
- because of things to do and anticipatory anxiety to control my outcomes,
I may want to keep moving with a little impatient mood… but I want to change because I don’t accept that I will keep living that way of continuous thinking what to do, too seriously.
I have lost memories of past good times and I let go of some memories if I’m tired, so I can have an issue with hearing negative statements from people as I don’t find enough time to do enjoyable activities.

I’m a little worried my life is losing too much meaning. The problem I have about being able to remember how to live and manage my life independently, with my low confidence to trust
that by trying to ask any people to help me when outside, this would have a possibility to take some feeling of meaning from me - and I would lose energy to the focus I give to the person or people, so I would start again with not as much time to do all these daily actions I do to keep the outcomes of my unknown future more controlled.

It’s the one main way I think is how I feel I give my life optimistic humour, to do life choices that take me through endless living in healthcare supported places. Distant Mental Health services and not needing much help but not trusting my independent choices… all my self-skills have taken me to be nervous, centred around my issues and defending myself from threat to build a safe life of better events… but I’m disconnected from people, endlessly living for the future and dislike the feelings I am without real change. I want to share experiences with someone, able to understand their views and feel equal connection in new, interesting experiences with people, help, patience and more. Moments together. I don’t accept the real, serious life I’m stuck with if going through times of my pessimistic tiredness to keep doing tasks, not letting go much.

I have a collection of documenting photos to help describe experiences and I know a musical sound track, “Ghost Voice by Solar Fields (Origin #04 album)” that is this feeling of gloomy ambient pressure. I like upbeat, beautiful, melodic, ambient tunes too, by Carbon Based Lifeforms, Infinite Reflections, Stellardrone, State Azure…

Because there is so much work in the making of electronic computer tools, the operating systems and physical hardware that they use can have many instruction codes.
Computer programs can be customised (modified) and commanded to do more!

My “top mind skills” (cognitive skills) are:

• showing philosophical, peaceful values to be living by… trying to be empathetic — my self-centered actions are some choices just to defend myself
• a developed overview of understanding how to do some essential skills in life on this Earth — fixing problems, living skills, thinking before acting, realism to find the other optimistic flip side of some situation or event, like a coin will have
• advocating in person — having thoughtful respect, knowledge on the Web, melodic music or F.O.S.S.
• skills from (UK) GCSEs

My deepest fears may be having negative emotions get me stuck in any place so I would be alone, not feeling able to manage the loss of things to do, or not feeling able to work through a conflict, so I could lose something important and not know what to do to come back to it.

ℹ️: The customise -ability of software applications produced by the KDE community of Free Software development is something I like about them.